GASP - Titanic ballerina pumps by Alexander Mc Queen

Pengacara

Perasaan aku sih di Indo kaga ada kerjaan apa2...tp herannya kenapa tiap hari kuar mulu and cape mulu y...Dan so pasti, naek berat badan 2 kilo udah..ternyata pas sampe indo kapan hari, surprisingly I was 46 kilo... terus stlh 2 minggu, jd 48 kilo...Kalo ga di kontrol ni bisa berabe de kek nya... abis makan terus :D

Kaya aja ni hari ya (aku kasi contoh, kira-kira apa aja yg aku lakuin dan apa yang aku makan dari pagi):

Pagi2, uda makan di rumah, nasi ama udang goreng plus sambel trasi... terus rada siang, jam 10 an gitu, makan soto kirana satu mangkok, paru goreng, sosis goreng..terus pulang dari nyoto, langsung mampir ke SD beli jajanan, yang ternyata kalo diliat-liat lagi, rada-rada (ngga rada sih, emang!) menjijikkan... xD jadi kita beli jamur goreng ato apa gitu, tapi ga berasa jamur sama sekali... berasa kek tepung terigu goreng pake saus BBQ and keju! Abis itu, mumpung uda di SD, biasa neh nyamperin guru2, mo bernostalgila masa SD... taunya, skola ku yang dulu pas masi kecil keliatannya semua gedhe, ternyata ga seberapa gedhe. Kek nya jaman dulu, semua nya tinggi2, gedhe2... taunya sekarang, biasa-biasa aja tuh. Lanjut ke makan, terus abis dr SD, pergi de kita ke mall... hueheuehu... minum es teler :D Abis dari situ, jalan-jalan bentar, dah pulang de... Pulang, sampe rumah minum juice jambu... abis itu langsung mandi terus pergi makan lagi, bebek goreng ama roti bakar.

Imagine if that happens every day... well, for now, it's been happening for about 2 weeks so no wonder I gained two kilos :D

Besok lusa, rencananya sih mo ke sby 2 malem 3 hari, terus nyambung ke bali 5 hari 4 malem... yiayyy... :D How can I have the willingness to go back to NL if I have such a good life here...huahauahua

If I Fell in Love with you - The Beatles

If I fell in love with you,

Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you, oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too, oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two
cause I couldn't stand the pain
and I would be sad if our new love was in vain

so I hope you see that I
would love to love you
and that she will cry when she learns we are two.

If I fell in love with you

A Little Note about Good Bye

I just realized that sometimes, or I should say most of the time, saying good bye is just as hard as saying sorry, but every meeting will always have its farewell eventually. So, I decided to let it go, I decided to turn to a new page with a smile on my face - no anger, no nothing :D

Well, it's true that sometimes you don't know what you got until it's gone, but you will never know what the new one can bring, if the old one doesn't go - right?

I may not be ready for a new relationship, but I'll try.

You know what, when I was a child my mom told me a story about herself. She said that the most depressing feeling she experienced was when she finished college, was still unemployed and lost a boyfriend at the same time. Now, I am feeling her feeling and in a way I was grateful to experience the same thing as she did. I could say that it wasn't the most horrible feeling at all. It hurts and depressing, but NOT THAT depressing. I am still quite optimistic that I will get my (dream) job and hopefully a new (it'd better be better!) boyfriend simultaneously (or eventually?).

OK gotta stop rambling and go to bed, before the mosquitos enjoying my legs...

Feeling Good - Michael Buble

Birds flying high

You know how I feel

Sun in the sky

You know how I feel

Breeze driftin' on by

You know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea

You know how I feel

River running free

You know how I feel

Blossom on a tree

You know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know

Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean

Sleep in peace when day is done

That's what I mean

And this old world is a new world

And a bold world

For me

Stars when you shine

You know how I feel

Scent of the pine

You know how I feel

Oh freedom is mine

And I know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

An update from the village :D

Hey hey... a little update from the village! Life has been good over here... I feel like becoming an underage all over again, living under one roof with my parents. I don't really have to prepare for food, don't have to wash clothes and the dishes, don't have to do a lot of stuff that I usually need to do by my self in Holland.

Living at home also makes me realize thatI have been way hard on myself lately. I should believe that everything will be good at His own time.

Another thing after Lomo...polaroid! I had polaroid camera way back, but look at this one below! It's so cool!!!

That's it for now...

Picture derived from: Le Blog de Betty

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There are certain things that you just can't do it alone. When you're the only one who does it, it creates more and more tensions and it just doesn't work.

So I decided on quitting.

Heading Back to Indo

Today the journey to get back home will start. It's time to meet people whom I am familiar with & I love the most. At this point in life, I really need them.

I need someone to tell me that everything is going to be fine. And in the end of the day I always know that someone, who's always be there for me and never turn her back, is gonna be my mom.

I hope my stay in my home town will bring some enlightenment into my life, some more hopes and happiness...and luck!

Ciao people!

Smell Fishy..

Well, as some of you may have known, I got my boy a lomo camera with fish eye lens for Christmas. The followings are the results... :D

My boy scanned them for me!

Me want this!

Forget about blackberry, this thing below is seriously phenomenal...definitely beats blackberry till death!

And guess what? Me want this so badly!

You wanna know how this phone works and why it beats blackberry to the bone? Watch this video below..well, nothing can beat food+high-tech...am I right?

Now you want it too?? Below is more information about this phone I found from Wiki!

• The Nexus One is a smartphone from Google that uses the Android open source mobile operating system. The device is manufactured by Taiwan's HTC Corporation, and became available on January 5, 2010.
• The phone comes unlocked and is not restricted to any particular mobile network provider. Google currently offers it for use on the T-Mobile network in the United States; a version for use on the Verizon (US) and Vodafone (European) networks is expected in the second calendar quarter of 2010.
• The phone is sold via Google's website, at a price of $529 unlocked, or a subsidized $179 when purchased with a T-Mobile two year contract.