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But...no more personal post, it would be all girlie things you can imagine :)

Thanks

You make me smile :)

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler than the flip-side of my pillow (that's right)
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Let's me know that it's okay (yea, it's okay)
And the moments when my good times start to fade

[Chorus:]
You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you don't
Somehow you come along just like a flower pokin through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain
And just like that

[Chorus]

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

[Chorus]

(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille

Baby... see you real soon!!!!!!!

I DO...

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

I EGG U

Missing baby boo so bad

life...oh life..

Yesterday I was helping someone to decide whether or not to exchange a Burberry shirt to a smaller size. The price of one shirt is like double the monthly salary of fresh graduate in Indonesia.

Today when I was taking my long hot shower, it actually struck me, "How can a shirt be that expensive? Taking into account the minimum wage in Indonesia, I think most would not be able to afford. Then, how about daily expense..? Can they afford? Don't they have family, kids just like others? How about milk for their babies? Diapers? Do they go out and have fun over the weekends?"

My thoughts didn't go just to anyone, it suddenly went out to the people around me, like...say my (ex) nanny, employees at my dad's office, the driver...those people who used to make my life so comfortable. Do they live their lives comfortably like I do?

If that's the case, I feel so shallow complaining about my life and how hard it can get sometime. Even when 'people' want to cheat on my family, even when they try to take what we are entitled to, what we deserve to get... our lives are still wayyyyy better than average.

Like that... do we still have the right to complain?

Life is unfair though... if we can get a good life, why can't they?

Is God acting like typical Asian parents who always forbid without further explanations?

Is there any reason behind their sufferings?

Wait.. do they suffer at all? Maybe they don't feel lacking, maybe they are happy with their lives.

Life is not unfair, life is full of surprises.

Some of my MOST fave pictures from Turkey

Best Xmas and New Year Ever

After a miserable Xmas and New Year in 2010 and 2011; where I had to stay at home and did my report (with no Xmas gifts whatsoever)... This year (read: Xmas 2011 & NY 2012) has been so far the best Xmas ever!

I have been so pampered and grateful for that.

Obviously the new boyfriend was the best gift... :) (not the long distance relationship, though).

And he was so nice (and hopefully will always be...) pampering me with so many xmas presents...(sorry babe, my xmas gift is definitely "out of your league"). He got me a travelling Teddy bear equipped with a tiny suitcase.. we call him Finn.

That mr. Sneaky didn't stop there, he got my a USB stick (he knows I love my job so much that I need another USB stick...). Now that I think about it...maybe this is sarcasm - yes, baby? Is this a way to say, "dont work too hard?"

And..then the last one was the hit.. he got me a cosmetic pouch...*aww you know me so well*

That was a bit overwhelmed..

Career wise, it's been a good year too, the bonus was not too bad and I got early compensation increment this year.. woohoo...let's work towards promotion, now!

That's not it, first day in the office, baby sent a bucket of flowers :) a nice way to start the year...

In the low light, I am now again in a VERY long distance relationship. At least now we both earn decent money and can afford to meet each other at least once every quarter (so freaking sad!).

The bright side is... we will have a holiday once every 4 months...

So exciting, we are planning our next holiday already. Hopefully he also got sent to Indonesia this upcoming month, just before the next holiday.

As a wrap up...here you go, my new year's resolutions (which I always make every year and never revisit);

1. Losing weight through exercise regularly (at least losing 2 kg).
2. Eat less, yet at regular pace.
3. Learn to be patient

Approaching 2012

It has just turned 11:29PM here in Istanbul when I wrote this.

I just want to remind myself that I have been continuously blessed, though at times I thought that my life was hard.

Looking back, I have done a lot of wonderful things this year, be it working related or personal stuff.

Writing this post in Istanbul was already a blessing, not many had the chance to travel the world.

Having a new relationship just before the end of the year was also one of the amazing stuff that happened to me. I continue to remind myself that life may not alway go according to my plan, but that's life. It is full of surprises. Just enjoy the ride.

So, 2011...thanks so much..you've been great, but 2012 will be greater or larger than life.

Happy New Year!

Note: Baby, I am terribly sorry for being such a pain in the beginning (and now too)...

Sorry for being so clumsy :(

Hello from Turkey

Yes, I am in Turkey now with the mystery man :)

Now, we are in Cappadocia, a small town in Turkey where you can ride a hot air balloon and sleep in a cave hotel.

So yea.. it's been freezing cold yet lovely couple of days; especially in Cappadocia. It was around -9 degree today....

Anyway...

I will post some pictures once the mystery man has edited the pictures.

See ya back in Singapore!

me to you

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe